I've finally decided to give up my agnostic disposition and start believing in God. For, God, him/her/it self has proved his/her/it's existence to me.
For some time now I have been 'floating' on troubled waters. And one question that I often ask is: "Is se bura bhi kuch ho sakta hai?(Could it get worse)"
And God listens. Everytime. Every single time, without failure.
Not only does God listen, he/she/it answers too. Again every single time, without failure. And he/she/it does so by practically showing me that: Yes, it can get worse.
Example:
Last year somewhere around this time of the year I was about to say goodbye to a group of friends. Within that group my relations with some people had taken unfortunate turns, due to reasons I wasn't really able to comprehend. For in my heart I've never even tried to do anything bad to anyone but still those relationships had taken a bad turn. I then thought: Could it get worse?
Anyway, instead of saying bye with a fake smile on my face I thought it would be best for me to make my position on our friendship clear to them and to say to them that I don't have any hard feelings in my heart for any of them. To some I spoke personally, to others I said this through this very blog.
And just then God heard me. And replied too.There are examples galore: The perfect timing of the completion of my studies, then at a time when things are supposed to be improving-my pay gets restructured(effectively reduced), and I'm still unable to find the kind of work that I'd wanna do, and I can't trace that one person I badly want to- and fear that history might repeat itself - last time a head got crushed-this time only he/she/it knows what is going to happen... even though my tongue is itching to ask the question, I won't... for God Exists!
2 Comments:
Things may change but there is a great comfort in believing in God - for God will always be there. That is the premise and the draw of religion.
@ Jess: So true... "Comfort in believing in God"
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